* written by ff/l*

I wanna cry
somebody hurt me
something goes wrong

I wanna die
life seems not so hopeless
my heart feels so heavy and busy
with sorrows and things I have lost

I cannot be weak in the daylight
I dont want people watching me cry now
my soul must be my secret
This is my way to survive.

the darkness is around me
When he's sleep by my side
I cannot find the tears to cry
the sorrow becomes a part of me

In the night, in the darkness
I find my peace
I accept my fate, it doesn't seem to matter